random - Monday, Aug. 07, 2006, 8:46 P.M.
great hate comes after great love, they say. how true the quote.. how true..
i always had the faith that things would last, yet each time my faith fails me; and each time, they don't last. you know, it comes to the extent that i stop myself from feeling; i prevent myself from thinking; i forbid myself from loving. i just don't want history to repeat itself.
perhaps in school, i feel happier.. perhaps i need to get myself occupied with something to do and not let my thoughts wonder, for once they do, they don't find their way back to where they belong.
while playing badminton with yikhung just now, i got reminded of.. .. again.. and i still don't understand how things turned out the way they did. was sitting in the car. 933 was playing the song. coincidence? maybe..
and i was also reminded of how i cannot excel at anything much that i do... sports, studies, singing, counselling, even computing. -.-" sighs. alrights. should go do econs ilp. then sleep early again.
oh yeah. was reading.. someone's blog.. felt kinda.. touched? perhaps.. may be i should start treating her better.
tmr: nat day celeb. lunch with classmates at cafecartel@ps. dno doing what next. rbt prep. consolidate rfed. go malaysia?
wed: in malaysia?
thurs: kbox. pw. rbt prep 2.
busy.. busy.. sighs.. thank you.
bro` `ken